The Purpose Of An “Ego Death”
Just a reminder that your ego is not meant to actually die and cease to exist. You need your ego. The ego is part of our human experience. When our ego dies, it does not go away. It transforms. We create from our ego, we design our lives through our ego. It is a friend, not an enemy.
Everytime I see someone who openly works with connecting to the divine, express a love for the material and their own hobbies, or god forbid has a sense of confidence.. I see someone tell them they need to kill their ego, they are too cocky and their ego is getting in the way. Ive also seen people, aswell as experienced myself, people telling psychics that they can not be sexual beings, or have a love for any kind of style, makeup, art because that means they are not “woke” enough.
I’ve been through many ego deaths, everytime I build myself back up after one.. this super feminine, art loving, girly girl comes back on steroids stronger than before. I don’t need physical items or aesthetic collections to make me, me.. As I am much more than them and as far as the physical world goes I have learned detachment. However, my human self loves to create and express my art and femininity wherever I can. This is a part of my human experience & although she dies through every ego death I have, she alchemises and I unlock more of my femininity, love for art and beauty and desire to create more of it through that void. Makeup I wear, perfumes I collect, the rooms in my house I spend time on designing and creating an ✨ aesthetic ✨ for.. it’s creation. It’s my soul creating from a void and transforming nothing into art.
The universe created itself from a void, we give meaning to all things from nothing. We create our experience. An ego death happens so we can let go of projections and woundings, to understand ourselves at our core. To create from our own internal being, rather than what was once conditioned. So when our ego dies (alchemises), we are supposed to build that back up.
To live on earth is to experience and create, whatever that means for you. Don't let anyone tell you, your interests, art, hobbies, make you less of a divine being, when in actuality.. they make you more closer to source, because source is a creator and you are cut from that very source. Yes I love fashion & was able to do a bomb ass winged eyeliner at the age of 11, but l also channel from source on a daily, dedicate my mission to helping others & was connecting to spirit at the age of 11 too. Both are true, both are divine, both are part of my human experience. We are multidimensional, don't let anyone tell you, you are not woke enough because of a hobby, interest or love for something that isn't just the boxed in term that is
"spirituality". We are meant to paint with all colours of the earth, not just black and white.
Enjoy your human experience, you are here to create, with all colours, to explore every side of yourself. An ego death is a chance to dissolve a conditioning, to help you see another version of you. To see another Color you can paint with, to see deeper into colours you already knew and to blend new colours and create something new. So go create, as you are already a creation, designed by the big creator itself.
"The beauty of art is that there a no rules"